Slacking

I have been slacking pretty much all week. I’ve eaten like crap and I don’t know what my deal is….I’ve probably gained all the weight…I’ve lost back….tear….I’m too afraid to step on the scale and see what damage I’ve done to myself this week.

Excited

I went and got my taxes done yesterday. I should get my money next week and I can’t wait. I am gonna get my ymca membership back and really hit the gym hard. I also have an x-box and I plan on gettingĀ the kinect for it and then buy the biggest loser game to go with it….it looks awesome!!

1/31/2011 - Quote

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
— Marilyn Monroe

My goal

I have set a goal for me to achieve this week and that is to walk on my treadmill for an hour a day…..so I am going to walk a half hour when I get home from work and a half hour before I go to work….hopefully this is my missing link and the weight starts falling off!!!

What’s wrong with me!?!

I guess my first post on this site is gonna be ridiculous….I just need to get this off my chest and figured here would be the place to do it. It has been 6 months since me and the jerk have parted ways…..at first I was upset and all that fun stuff that people go through after breaking up with someone and it got to the point where I despised him for all the heartache he put me through for the past 5 years of my life. Well I think something is wrong with me because I talked to him today and he told me he is leaving for Montana on Feb 7th to volunteer with some bison/buffalo rescue out there and after hearing him say that I cried like a baby…..I don’t understand. Sure I loved him but he did me so wrong and I hate him for that….but everytime I think of him moving thousands of miles away I start to tear up….ridiculous I know!!